骨中的骨
肉中的肉

Bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh

我不是在说肉骨茶噢！
也不是恐怖片~！

some people say , it is the most romantic sentence in the world .
Since woman is taken out of man .



I read an article today , it's about boy girl relationship .
The above sentence may use when a couple in the dating period





However , the sentence below use after entering into marriage life .


眼中的钉
肉中的刺

Speck in my eyes
Log in my fresh



LOL....I think it's quite interesting article , tolerance and patient need more in marrige life .
31th August , A day to memories , I wanna blessing him for his new love life !

Thank you ~

Lt Wen Jiann, Thank you for you patient to have partnership with me in BB .
Thanks for the forgiveness to me and my stubborn , since we've totally different in attitudes ~
You 're always the one who keep quiet and slowly to get angry .


You again going back to be this position alone ( I 'm on leave ^^), hope you can seek your faith in serving in BB , train somebody up to be your partner in BB .

Convo....but not mine ...LOL

My ex- Housemate 's Convo on Sunday ~

Having marvelous dinner together at Ampang , Korea restaurant

Luckily ,all of us keen on Korea food
so we can gather together

Rm 120++ for 4 people
Free dessert !

Recently , I have an idea on considering to continue master , if it is really on , it's properly would not be the Master in Materials engineering anymore , might going to Master in Engineering Management :) ....need more information and consideration !

Financial would be the vital consideration , since I wish to do Master in UK .
Any comment ?
Don't ask me if the plan is really going to on , it needs to depend on how is the result for my final semester in college .


Pray for me ...since it would be a great and important decision to make .
I even haven't discuss with parent , since I don't want to disappointed them if my result come out is very bad !

On or not on ?........depend on What's God plans on me ~

Listen to my prayer , O LORD,
and hear my cry for help !
When I am in troblue ,
don't turn away from me !
Listen to me ,
and answer me quickly when I call!

Psalm 102 1~ 2

Was in moody , I can't accept again somethings failed me !
I blame God why it happened to me , Why can't God just remove it in the beginning ?
Why I need to suffer for it ?
I woke up by cried , even in the dream I could see the stress and sadness in deep of my heart !


God let me experience it , God lead me concentrate on HIM ~
The path to learn how to be God's faithful and loyalty children isn't that easy

I can't blame God from my heart , I am not faithful like the good man, Job , in bible , I have not right to against and question on God . But Can I restored to my former condition , with even greater prosperity than before ?



I know God is so merciful
My anger didn't last long
since God know the way to answer me ~

Praise the Lord , my soul !
All my being , praise his holy name !
Praise the Lord , my soul ,
and do not forget how kind he is

He forgives my sins
and heals all my diseases.
He keeps me from the grave
and blesses me with love and mercy.

He fills my life with good things ,
so that I stay young and strong like an eagle .

The Lord judges in favour of the oppressed
and give them their tights.
He revealed his plans to Moses
and let the people of Israel see his mighty deeds.

The Lord is merciful and loving
slow to become angry and full of constant love.
He does not keep on rebuking ,
he is not angry forever .
He does not punish us as we deserve
or repay us according to our sins and wrongs .

As high as the sky is above the earth ,
so great is his love for those who honor him .
As far as the east is from the west ,
so far does he remove our sins from us .

As a father is kind to his children ,
so the Lord is kind to those who honor him .
He knows what we are made of ,
he remembers that er are dust .

Psalm 103:1~12

try it yourself~

Lois ' Saturday lunch ,
2 Garlic ( too many !) 2 potatoes cut into small piece, small amount of butter
( since Lois don't like oily food ).........put into oven for 30 mins , 130C
no salt , no pepper. ( I like the original taste)


I like garlic , so when I saw this
http://ohbin.blogspot.com/2008/08/ohbinroasted-garlic.html
I just can't against it !




Easy & Tasty

An memorable absent year ~

I was there ! 4th kajang company 13th E&A this morning .

why do I putting the title as " An memorable absent year"?
Since this year I attended as an audience but not an officer or member anymore .
I'm not regret on the decision that I had made to take a long leave in BB and in my company .
( I pretty believe I did it right , since you know that I 'm damn busy in the final year !)

A year without me , the overall ceremony was doing smooth and awesome .
Anyway , there is some part need to be improve , especially to build up the confident and smartness among the company members .

Members ! there was no Gold on the floor !
pls raise your head ! be smart !

Mr .Thomas Tan , Selangor state commissioner was the only BB guest for us this year
Thanks for support !

New enroll or re -enroll officers and chaplain

made by our former Sgt .
wow~ graduated from bakery school already !

She will be the female officer to instead me in the company
Jia you ! I believe you can do it !






For more picture , please visit http://picasaweb.google.com/4thkajang
I believe the rest of the photo will be upload within next week ~be patient !

panda , panda eyes !

If you coming to my class today , you 're just like entering a ZOO !

why ?

You will first saw a group of panda ! not only one ...but the whole class !
All of us are exhausted ! with some more every morning 8am classes :(
when all the rest of the students are start preparing their examination and doing the revision , our course is still suffering in the assignments and interim report!

Been suffer for few weeks time !

One more !

Add one more book again !
Just a year time , I been possessed some many music sheet books

feel kinda overtake :P

Pray for me !

Lois is concentrate on her studied, assignments and exam
my exam is start on 4th Sept -20th sept , it's not far anymore !
Pray For Me ~! ( I'm serious)


I catched a vital sentence from last sunday sermon
The most optimun fligh posture is not carrying the weapon , but is bow down and pray to Lord!

I need your support oh ~!

Why do I need to stand so tough ?

To be tough would not be a day effort , it builds up day by day and experince everything in life .

However , the some circumstance or under some situation , it could forces to be tough .

In my difficult time , I did ask :" who can help me?"
Not on my mouth but in my heart .
I tried to not be dependent.

Thanks God for teaching me to be tough !
There 's always little angle appeared in my difficult time .

Telling the truth will cause argument ?

Undoubtedly , I 've a great mind change after I've step into my 2oth.Especially I studied in college and leave home .

Bad or good effects both come to me to choose , and it's truly a big dilemma .
I 've learn some lessons from my experiences .

I still remember I was argued with Yen Hwa , one of my best friend when we were young with just a small business , the bigger problem was my jealousy . Since I was feel inferior , and I don't have many friends , I could not stand my friend kept on ignoring me . so we argued with her in a camp , luckily we could solve the problem with the help of the third person .

Since young , I have lack confident , feel inferior especially on my appearance .I never have a good social relationship with any people , believe or not , it's fact . And this troubles do keep until now , I always doubt on people might misunderstood me . For those who don't know me well, I just wanna tell you honestly , I am just who I am , what I have said is just I mean . I never fool people .

My philosophy helps me to win over 2 best friends, I might not always be their side . . I 'm glad , they would come to me when they were in difficulty . So do I , I 'll crying on the phone to share my sadness . I just have a pair of ears for them although I can't do anything , also a mouth to pray for them .

Human and Human interaction getting little since lack of communication .
or
not communicate with full heart

Truthful will not build in a day , it cots time , it might be a year , 5 years , 10 years , 15 years or even longer .

Aviod argument doesn't mean problem solving , it just build another gate from one and other . And finally , the friendship will gone .

Struggling and suffering

It reflects my currently mood~

Consult to supervisor today for a short discuss
I found out that I'm might going to a wrong direction
Gosh .........Now is weeks 11 already :(
Need to consult to my supervisor again in the end of this week

Sand Cement after Compression test

Needed to reduce the ratio of cement for the Fibre reinforcement Cement !!!!!!!

I 'm worries on what I 've done for so long are just useless !

Friends , I 'm just like the ants on the hot pot .
And I'm sorry if I'm not available for this period
Pray for me , for I could have wisdom in arrange my schedule in studied and for you !

And cut my fingers for twice within this 2 weeks for this troublesome final year project :(
It probably would take me 2 semesters Saturday on it ,
No TV and can't wake up late :(

Haiz.....................I need to find new housemate AGAIN !
Pleaseeeeeeeeee................Help me !

What can I do ? I'm the House leader !

The joyful of Sharing

It's really true !

Cooking dessert is damn easy!
Just put all the ingredient into a pot and cook.....add sugar as a final step.

Sea Coconut

My housemate never saw it before ( the raw one)
and It's not easy to get from market obviously .
Luckily , yesterday no class ...and I was able to bought it

Immerse the white fungus for about 15 mins to soften it .

Pour in water and all the ingredients

Cook for about 30 -45 Mins , add sugar ! Done

Enjoy it ~


Today , I brought the "Tong Shui" to one of my classmate . Surprisingly , She almost sent me 4 times "thanks you" via SMS and MSN for it . I 'm Kinda "pai se" if people say so many " Thank you" to me . I 'm not deserve so many thank you for just a little bowl of dessert !

I just wanna share .....that's simple philosophy.

Ah jecg , You're so far away and I'm no longer able to send any to you leh~