I did n't know ...............................

Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God ,

But was strengthened in His faith and gave glory to God ,

Being fully persuaded that God had power to do what He had promised.

Roman 4: 21

To practice the faith on Lord our heavely father is always no easy path , just as the scripture has told

“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
“Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be satisfied.
“Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called the children of God.”

Only when you experience the mourn , weak , hunger & thirsty - and show your merciful to other , hold a pure heart and be a peacemaker . To not waver through the unbelief in God promise and love is much much harder lesson to learn in our whole life , when sarah's womb was dead , when you feel the abandon , when you were in a deep valley , when all the plans ended in failure, when the world seems like so dark.............

Only when you came out from the dark side and step out from all the sad things , and not turning back .......you would know how God 's leading and you were never realized on His existing .

Became a "fool" first / empty your cup first before you accept the full cup blessings.

:)

123

Lee Seck's BiG Day on 123 !very first wedding ceremony in the beginning of the year .
As I had mention I did felt surprise on hearing the news when I was In Sheffield . And she requested me to be her bridesmaid when we met after I was back to Kajang.

Don't judge the book by the cover ! Just can't imagine how a naughty bride she was on 123.

No crying , no touching atmosphere , not even felt nervous ~and not behave like a bride!

She was just too playful ! Never change since I have met her from primary !

We have been good friends for 15 years !

Conclusion : Might be Love Is just need to Be simple ~!

The second week in this job , still no work arrage for me .

Was and am too free that start thinking about my postgraduate plan.

Thinking about how much I could save in this 19 months ,
checking out the loan , airfare , course fees and visa , but it never have enough , it always is !!!!

The course fees is increasing every year and the £ suddenly look so horrible for me ( Actually it always is !)

Also , the loan interest is more heavy than what I have thought unless I really able to cover some with working part time ( I know I must need ), I might become a big debtor after I graduated !

Is my desire to further is stronger than the worrying on becoming a big debtor ?

Everytime I see the expand I needed before I could step into the British land , surely a little butterly in my brain but not stomach : (

Let God decide for me !

The very first concert In my life -

This live concert was hold a month ago at Bukit Jalil- on Dec 2009.
I was still in my long vacation since I back from UK , I myself personally not really keen on watching concert honestly , I don't like the crowd and horrible loudly bass that seems like your heart is going to pop out and torturning the ears .


My parent are too free to attand any events , as well as it's FREE !

Let see the Crazy FANS on the standing Zone ! And comfortable my parent on the special zone ~

The picture was taken one hour before the show started !

The Tickets was exchanged with the title of the newspaper ,then it was consider free .

But suppose we got the ticket which was standing zone , we had no idea about this until we asked for the direction . We arrived quite earlier before the show started , it was so fortunate that one of the staff gave us tickets on the sport that can sat and just behind the VIP zone .

I just can't imagine if I need to stand for the whole show !!

And I am not crazy with all those Singers , not even one :P

The main purpose I was going is just accompanied my parent ~

Overall , nothing much surprise . Thanks God for good weather , we were in open air area .

daddy holding the clapping stick like little fan ~haha

May Dream Come true one day!

Simple life is Blessing
Once you become not simple ,
then you wil not satisfy with this blessing.

I woke up today with no good feel
the lonely feel come to me again
Make me think of If I can continue crashing my dream

Will I continue or pursue myself to stop the fire in my heart ?


p/s : My youngest cousin 's fault , she reminds me my age !

Food!

ZanMai Paste - My favourate Set !

Yummy sesame sauce Paste with tempura , roasted Eel rice with the Medium well egg on the top and Miso Soup

If you have small stomach , then it's great place to share with friends :)

Oh Eel ! I Miss you :)

P/S : Boring working time ! Bosses are in meeting , steal time to write blog :P

Inkheart

Found this fabulous film in sudden search , no idea with the story before I decided to watch but I saw one of my favourite actor on the poster -Brenden Fraser .

I would say never too disappointed on any of the films that played by Brenden Fraser , he is one of the most chosen actor since the film "The Mummy". The film was released on 2008 , I wonder if it had released in Malaysia .

If you want to relax your mind , then please don't miss out these film , 3 1/2 star out of 5 I will given .The mainly reason is I like to read , and I feel so exciting while I saw so many books in the film :P, especially is children story . The other reason I recommended about is the beautiful view in the film , it reminds the view in Switzerland !

The other film I'm looking forward to watch recently is "Sherlock Holmes" ! The story I deeply fancy with since I was kids :) Unfortunately , films are always could not bring the perfect imagination like books , for example Harry Potter .That is the reason sometimes I rather prefer and engrossed in book .I will put tolerance on the film since I knew that human imagination is much wider than the technology .


I didn't read many book last year ( 2009) compared to the past , and you might ask how many is consider many ? well, I didn't count it , but I just know it . I think I had read more or less about 15 books in 2009 .If it was possible , I prefer more !Nowadays e -books is so common but I still prefer to have something real and touchable on my hand , although we are promoting the eco friendly now .