Burn money weekend

The last two weekend , I had been busy with .......................shopping !

When we were student , shopping really means shopping , without expensive meals .
But nowadays , meals become one of the need in our outing , I found we get old already , no longer whole day shop we can do , our legs are not that strong as we were ..haha.

Week two ~

Ex- Colleague is going to further study in Sheffield - become my junior in SHU
although we are not in same major . Is always exciting to tell her about everything in Sheffield , since we have the first meals together , non- stop and the main topic we have are surrounding on these top -up degree program.

Wish I can be in Sheffield again too !

Burn money! Honestly , been spent more than my budget !
Majority spent on the skin care product ,
Heme sleeping mask - Rm 36.90
Heme 24 hours Hydrating moisturizer -Rm 38.90
Avene Cleanance Soap - Rm 53.10

+++++skirt , Bag ,Book and meals !


still can handle , but still over my budget , I still have a shopping list on my hand !
:S start to save up little by little to satisfy my desire ..haha

I want to try Snowflake dessert next time at Pavilion ! I promise myself :P

LOIS@ HOME =LOIS @ KAJANG

I can see cloudly sky and beautiful sunset everyday

I can see heavy rain and thunder

Mate ?! friends ?

Have you found anyone who you think is close to you and you both are always in pair all the time, same topic , same interest , same hobbies, same thought & mind , same . matter what is the gender ..... no?
I met some friends recently , unfortunately ~( I 'm talking my own ) I feel so lost !

I feel no tacitly understand between us and even no common .

I went home and self questioning in the meanwhile keep remind my own to put myself in other's shoe .I feel sad on what I have done and what I have not done .

Truly , no answer in my mind .........the sorrow does devour me .
I should not have demand more , no perfect in the world .

Although I can't demand more
I 'm still looking for.......................

Sorrow - A word to describe my feel in recently mood .
Abandon - The most hurting feel since I was Kid and still.
Let down - The decision I had made , can't regret and the only solution is keep going on ~
Angry - wouldn't last long ,and be my coach at the times in my Life .
Relationship - A high and tight wall has built between me and other , I lost believing people !


Friends , Is that so hard to just demand some care from you ? I keep asking myself if I have done something wrong in every friendship ? Have I did too little and talk too much ? Was my coolness face scary you ? Had I said/ did something offend you ? I have to little smile ? Am I look arrogant ? Did I regret you ?

Please tell me , with my sincerely heart my friend , I really want to know !

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan

You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me, Mold me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

weather - torturning me !

Hot Hot Hot ......................

It can be the best word to describe the weather in Malaysia
Hot until I keep on sweating in office although I 'm just sitting in front the computer

When the "hot" comes into my mind
It reminds me British using another word which is same meaning - Warm
I can pretty understand now , both words bring same meaning ,but I prefer to use "HOT" to express how I feel in Malaysia .









Time flies , next month is the 1st anniversary - last year June was the most exciting month I have in my life in UK to exposed and eyes open ! Last year 9th June , I flight alone to a stranger country that I had totally no much idea beside "Big Ben , London Bridge , Football, London Eye, ......ext .


Summer in England - The first day I arrived was 8-9 degree Celsius. Can this weather classified as "Summer "?? I could remember the highest degree I had experienced in Summer was around 25 , the only day I could took off my jacket :)


That's the reason I believe why British used the word "Warm " instead of "Hot" to describe the weather !