I Feel like want to cry

Crying was my way to express
I had a dream on last two weeks
I can still feel the abandon , loneliness and finally crying in my sleep

I thought I have forgive and forget
I dislike the feeling of stay at darkness and helpless
It's more than dislike ,I could say I feel nervous
I tried to hide ,I tried to let it down

May be I'm too sensitive
Too insane If any of you ignore me
You might think there's nothing If not to reply me


I don't want to be strong
Who want to always stand firm ? Who can ?
I tell myself I don't want ,But I just need to
I'm just a girl