I asked God for an answer when I was in Sheffield
I asked for a sign

I thought of making a final decision rather than dragging my feet
I can't make it

I afraid of making the final step
I afraid that I would regret

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Writing a resign letter is not difficult as what I thought
but I keep on giving excuses
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I wrote it on the second day back to Malaysia
Which I only able to sent out after a week
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Had felt the butterfly in my stomach while waiting for reply
and can't stand for the torturing
picked up the phone and make a call
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The mail that sent out hasn't read
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Hang up the phone with
sense of loss