Sway With Lois

Thaipusam Eve in Batu Cave~

2012-02-07T20:27:00.005+08:00

Bird Park Kuala Lumpur~

2011-12-31T12:09:00.009+08:00

Yummy ~Yummy Peking Duck.....lol...just Joking ~

Find your own food lah~

Aware , Enemy!
Fighting !
I saw you in Kung Fu Panda before .hehe

Hey ,Tauke ! You're good Model for your friend ( Peacock)!

Hey, is your turn !
look For food Your own oh!

Relax & Sleepy

Peacock Girl : Who is She ?
Peacock boy: What An envy Girl, She is just passes by my House .
Peacock girl : nah! I don't Believe you !

Not discrimination !

Yummy , Chicken Dumb stick ~lol

Peacock boy :Don't leave me alone , Please Come back , please believe me !

Crane girl: I 'm so sorry P*Boy, I just passed by your home only mah!
I don't know P* girl would misunderstand ............

Ostrich' Smile

Christmas Red !
No !Is Scarlet Ibis~

P*Girl : Is he really looking for my return ?

-End- of 31/12/11
New year resolution ? No , only Calender Changes ..haha

~Snail~

2011-11-26T10:45:00.003+08:00

I saw you !

yum yum yum~yummy

brickfield - little indian

2011-10-30T23:08:00.005+08:00

Indian Temple near Petaling Street ~

Just few days before the diwali festival , in Brickfield Kuala Lumpur ,

the first banana leaf I have tried

hand craft art

Saree- a strip of unstitched cloth, worn by Indian females
It looks so colourful and eyes catching , it was really living the festival up!

Love- Marraige ~

2011-10-30T22:43:00.004+08:00

My Dearest Sister Joel Yen Hwa ,

Imperfect + tolerance+ patient +Love = Marriage .

Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
like a mighty flame.

Many waters cannot quench love;
rivers cannot wash it away.
If one were to give
all the wealth of his house for love,
it would be utterly scorned.
Song of Solomon 8:6-7

Love

2011-10-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

1 Corinthians 13:1~8

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love,
I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.
And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor,
and though I give my body to be burned,but have not love, it profits me nothing.

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely,
does not seek its own,
is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.

And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Scripture that we have studied on last week cell group- Love .
I 'd like to share this fabulous song I have heard today ! When I first listen it , it was really touch ,so as when I read the scripture .

I believe God has His time for every one to catch our heart in different stage in our life .
If I heard about this scripture at the past , it might not mean strongly for me to understand .
The real working life transfer me a lots and I lose the faith on people, the most unwilling to be happen to me is I don't know what is Love anymore !

I have lost the purity heart just as children have , all wicked thinking eaten my happiness.

Prayer to God :

Learn how to forgive AND forget !(it's always is a hardest lesson for me .)
Concentrate only in God but not all knowledge/wealth in the world .
Remove my arrogant & proud
let down all my past & transform me .

Amen .

I lost something .................

2011-10-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

I didn't realised is 580 already.
Missing for few months , I just thought I was busy enough to give excuse to ignore this blog. I can't recalled back what I have done on the last few months .

"My Happiness"- remind me , I am not happy along this way .
When I thought I am brave enough or I able to remove my concentration away from my problems.
something POP out and remind me not to lie to myself ,it's an escaping !

Just cause you're leaving, and it does mean I have to let you go.
You are looking for better life , so do I !Except memories, I wish it still stand for long .

2011-08-30T01:59:00.003+08:00

Many things I could not share
Many secret hiding in my heart
Many days without accompanies to talk with
Many words to tell but just I stop before I can whisper .

I don't know you just as you don't know me too
The reflection from mirror is just a lie .

Head In The Clound

2011-08-30T01:42:00.005+08:00

I have complained I don't have time for movie for long period ,
those film that draw me to thought and not only for entertain me .
This Raya Holidays another interesting (it 's definitely boring for you )that catch my heart .

If you knew me , you knew my taste on selecting film . Then watch it .
If you're not . Please don't even waste your time to google it :P

Book Fair Haul 2011

2011-08-30T00:53:00.005+08:00

I never be that generous in buying books before in my life :P
usually I would only grab two or three as the most, it is double for this time !

The entrance fees is getting expensive in KLCC book fair, RM2.50 for Adult .
But surprisingly it doesn't disappointed me this time ,
many books are in half price especially English novels .

Definitely my first aim for this book fair is 李永业
<<生命没有如果>> /<< 医院，我的乌托邦>>
I choose the first book anyway .
He is one of the writer who I would not missed his article in newspaper .

<<打工旅行：纽西兰273天>> - is my dream , which I want to fulfill before 30 !
Hope this book could give me some introduction and guide .

The other 3 English book are all worth with the price !
I haven't start even a page , but I just can't resist to buy more on the days !
To set a target, I want to completed all this books by the end of this year !

2011-08-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Floria 2011

2011-07-30T21:11:00.007+08:00

更好的地方

2011-07-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

當葉子隨著風離開了樹變成花的禮物
那只是你前程的路途不是結束
時光比預料中來得殘酷愛得越深越匆促
叫人不得不學會祝福你先走的那一步

hmm~ 我們都別哭
傷心會浪費你的呵護
愛微笑著回顧
因為那段路短暫卻幸福

當陽光帶走了露珠我的眼眶起了霧
看不見可是我真實感觸你輕撫我皮膚

hmm~ 我們都別哭
傷心會浪費你的呵護
愛微笑著回顧
因為那段路短暫卻幸福

不帶一絲淚聲緬懷比淡忘更需要勇敢
把回憶隨身攜帶我相信是愛

hmm~ 我們都別哭
你要到更好的地方去住
愛在見面那天
我們再散步一整個下午

看一個人從生命中淡出
不哭因為很愛

Separation

2011-07-04T21:29:00.004+08:00

Separation

is like the living butterfly in my heart

It's flying around , just like pain surround
it wouldn't hurt the physical but the spirit

The moment .....

....................I would forget one day

Remember : V & F

My sincerest wishes you're blessing by Father Lord , and my sincerely bless to you .

Therapy

2011-06-26T20:02:00.005+08:00

2 years gone .......just like ........these!

I can't see much changes nor big different happened .
However, with God's grace , I live in peace all the times !

God 's patient is always on me
He touch my heart with the many lessons,
He never forced me or push me a step forward until I do it with my willing heart.

Lord shows me His Love and Promises with His very own ways
Keep my heart and strengthen me with Faith .

Lord Jesus Christ - The intimate Doctor in Life

Love Natural !

2011-06-11T12:54:00.004+08:00

Still I love Flower than Portrait shooting ~

2011-05-16T23:53:00.004+08:00

Wake up ~Wake up
Wake up from the past
wake up from the unrealistic dream

Avacado Juice

2011-05-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

The ripe one is turning from green to dark purple~

milk and yogurt + avocado

Sorry , I didn't cut in tidy

Pour all ingredient in the blender machine and mixed~

Here , it's ~
I can't tell how many ml of milk and yogurt
it's all follow your heart and taste
and you can add on some sugar or honey

Cuti Cuti Malaysia

2011-05-03T21:19:00.013+08:00

Before showing you the pictures , Once again I would like to complain ! Complain about the Tourism Promotion doing badly in Malaysia !!!!

Dad had the idea to re-visit the Lake Garden ( Tasik Perdana )since a month ago , we have not been there for about 20 years !Compare to the past , Lake Garden might not be that familiar/ famous for nowadays generation , where you might had just saw the picture about the National Monument from some books .

It took us about 2 hours to reached there ! I almost gave up ,okay~ I don't have GPS (is it my fault ?) I do expect there should be some clear sign boards , just as convenient as getting to any shopping centers !

The butterfly garden is worth to visit , entrance fee for adult is RM 8,
additional RM 1 for camera .

Inserts wars !

Second destination - Orchid Garden
free entrance for weekday , RM 1 for Public holidays and Weekend

Mom love Orchid so much , she never want to miss out any chances
to visit any orchid
exhibitions or any countries orchid garden

At the end , few pots of orchid has carried home ( We bought it , don't misunderstood...haha )

Orchid

2011-04-10T21:17:00.006+08:00

My mum beloved ......
I love all flowers too........as we as there are still alive or in pot~

Some old staffs.........

2011-04-10T20:44:00.005+08:00

Free time to pack and clean my room , is time to come ........to throw away all old staff that have been kept for ages !

this .....wouldn't throw away first
it was my standard 6 memories ,
I drew a rough picture and wanted my friends to signed on it .
eye blinking .............15 years gone .

All letters that kept since secondary school
nowadays , address , phone and people are changed .
I'm thinking a way to destroy it .......
really need to cut into small small pieces , beside no other way to avoid my privacy explore.

some stupid things I did last time
using memo pad to interacted with a guy
stayed opposite block to me at the apartment.
haha

and some funny communication we had in the past , how naive we were ....haha

Discovery ...ha ha

2011-04-10T20:32:00.005+08:00

A little one at my house's yard ???
At the first I thought it was a cat , well, it always are cats around there!

while I watering plants , I didn't realized something there
suddenly I shocked by something that would jump ( It 's ass was facing me )
I started wondering , will a cat reacted like this ???

How come a housing area's backyard could have a rabbit ?
At the end just found out it's my neighbour 's pet. ( few houses away )

A naughty girl !

My Haul - March 2011

2011-03-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

The books I got from popular book fair last 2 weeks -Ikano

total up : Rm 34

It has been quite a long time I didn't visited to Ikea
satisfied with the 12 hours outing :)
I fancy the environment to have meal at the curve !

Finally !
I own it !
Always hope to own one leather wallet, and always dream
that I could buy one when I afford to have one .

LOL, my friends have been laughing at me ,
I have visited the shop for few times since last year
can you imagine ? It took me a year to consider the price ! haha

Phuket - Butterfly Garden

2011-03-15T23:08:00.007+08:00

The entrance fees was Kinda Expensive! If you asked me, I would say not worth to visit.
But Why I was there ? ...haiz ...to killing time ! Phuket Town is damn bored !

If you're planning to visit Phuket, I urged you to avoid staying at phuket town , unless you had never visit old old town like Malacca or Penang .

The only worth thing - able to catch some butterfly photos .

On these moment , Only HIM

2011-03-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

The taste of sour and bitter

not because of any serious matters that effects

not about jealous nor angry

Just a feel that no word can describe my heart

may be something hidden in deep

and

I thought I had removed from my mind and I don't care anymore

The bitter and sour
Our Lord Father allow sufferings and temptations
happen onto us

to train our Faith

Phi Phi Island

2011-02-26T13:34:00.014+08:00

The 2nd days in Phuket, here we came Phi Phi island !
I 'd suggest that you direct take the ferry to phi phi island which cots you about 350-450baht for two ways , then you can join the 4 islands half days tours in phi phi island to monkey island , maya island and.....costs only 350 to 400 baht .

we got our hotel room with walked in , 2200 baht , quite satisfy
once again , don't believe agent that told you no room!
Just need to pay slightly more , surely you will get one.

Maya island - unfortunately , the package that we signed not landing to the beach .
That's why I suggest you to signed day trip package at Phi Phi island with speed boat
only the small boat can stop at shoal.

Huge hibiscius - bigger than my dad 's Palm

nearly to the local people village
away from the center of the tourist place
toward to climb a hill

we were almost reached the highest point of PHI PHI Island !
Raining ! Just another few steps !!!!!!

But still we catch the nice view

oxygen tanks well prepared!

only those who prepare to go diving ,surfing and snorkeling woke up so earlier

Cat on beach
They played around on beach in the early morning

messy electric wires
and sign boards

lots of fatty cat there!

!

I wish............

every small jungle is surprise ~

Gold mermaid in Phi Phi hotel

No doubt that many western in this island
free and easy

early Morning , While most of them still in sleep ~

Journey back to the Phuket land
ahead to Patong soon ~

Patong Beach

2011-02-26T12:45:00.005+08:00

night life in Bang la road
car is banned since 6.00pm
a street full with pubs and restaurants.

Dancer on top
to attract customers

Dad's shoe print !
He always mention that he bought
the slipper with very low price but branded one

Nothing in beach at the night time
all gone for drink ~

morning
is time to come out for sun shining
200 baht for couple seat
you can stay for a whole day long

CAn't go into water just after breakfast
(our hotel is 5 min walking distance from the patong beach)
good time to have a walked and choose a nice seat

if any agent told you , hotels are full, just don't believe them !
we walked in few hotels to ask for vacancies.
( 7.00pm , came back from phi phi island and rush ahead here )
and finally we got one with 1800baht big room which can fit 3 of us .
near Bang la road and beach ~!
and about 10 min walk to jungceylon shopping center.

one thing you have to be-careful - jellyfish in the water
I have no idea which one is harmful , so better avoid it .

Happy rabbit year ~
beautiful decoration with hardboard "Rabbit ladies"

Food in Phuket

2011-02-24T22:41:00.009+08:00

dessert in morning market - next to the Robinson shopping center

kuey teow soup - slightly spicy , sour and sweet !
40 baht

drink , I didn't buy any
the box design was cute mini size !( half size from the normal box)

coconut ice cream at Sunday market - Naka weekend market
20 baht

Dinner at Phuket for the first night
not much choice in the phuket town

The price was around 140 baht to 250 baht

western food as dinner - I love the onion ring !
The price was affordable and reasonable .

our dinner, a simple one
I personally don't give any praise to Phi Phi island food , why I say so ??
Since I found that they like sweet taste , adding many sugar in drink and even the soup
( can you imagine if you drunk the sweet tom yam soup ??)
but still you could found other exception as my mom did ,
she got the delicious "chap fan ".

Many BBQ stores at Phi phi as a choice for dinner or supper .

"Chap fan" in the morning-wonder if it was duck egg!

breakfast that available in morning at some store

last meal at Phi Phi island before we heading to the port and went to Patong beach,
tea time ( so called our lunch as well) -
we decided to share a pizza -120baht ( all favour)
coffee -30 baht

Honestly the expenses in Patong beach is above average ,
better prepare extra pocket money !

In one of the small junction at Bang la road
we found a food store which is tasty

our menu :
Tom Yam soup ( well worth & tasty) - 150 baht
curry prawn - 150 baht
sour and spicy squid- 200 baht
mix vege- 100 baht

environment : 2/5
tast: 4/5
price : 2.5/5

Big prawn at one of the restaurant in Patong , but it's so attractive !
( not where we had our meal)

60 baht for each spicy and non -spicy kiew toew soup

The last meal at Phuket town before we departed to airport ~

BAck from holidays

2011-02-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

Was away for few days trip , any idea where I been to ??

Chocolat ( Yes, not Chocolate !)

2011-02-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

A worth watch film ! I watched twice , the first was 2 years ago , on the bus toward to Belgium .
The 2 most attractive candies that I can't resist and deny are : For sure Chocolate and Ice-cream !

Even now as an Adult !Chocolate is still the most fancy for me !!!!!!

BAck to the film , produced on 2000 ( 11 years ago ), I know it's definitely an old film and even the story are telling back to 1950 century .People could not able to deny the fabulous taste of the Chocolate , it enliven a married couple's sex life, encourage an elderly man's secret love, bring rapport with a willful diabetic, and comfort an awkward woman who longs to leave her drunk and abusive husband! LOL......sounds interesting , isn't it ?

It also reunion the family love between the grandchildren and the granny and the daughter.
There're surely more than these I can see from the film , you're welcome to discover it :)

immoral provocateur- a word that has been crown to Vianne , a woman brought along an illegitimate , who doesn't not attend church , who works at Sunday ,who is always to be unique.

You know what the hero in these film was Jonny Depp , I just realize about it while I check for detail info of this film . HHHmmmm....I could say he looks much different compare to nowadays . Juliette Binoche, the heroine ， a France ( if I'm not mistaken) , she just naturally show a mature woman to be .Thumb up for her :)

Every films that I recommend in blog does give me some thought , touching my heart , speak out my mind and explore my imagination ...and ...and ...and , they tell my dream!

I wish you enjoy it too ~

Retrospective

2011-02-07T20:57:00.007+08:00

Just wonder why ? May be is getting older

all the unsatisfied could only keeping in deep and not able to show out
all the happiness could not make me cheer as the past

Let the time pass & Let the time flight
I'm no longer the old me nor the new transform
Stuck in the middle way , reverse & forward..........God , Please lead me on your way ~

Just Non Human - CNY

2011-02-07T20:22:00.005+08:00

To wait or To Action

2011-01-25T21:28:00.003+08:00

Have being passive in most of the time in my life , may be time to step out
( may be just a little step??) from the circle or box .

Jump into another huge box????LOL

The behavior of too reality always make me play hard to get
Too sentiment make me feel insecure and inferiority

Tg Sepat Trip

2011-01-13T21:15:00.012+08:00

The brand new year of 2011
Which I so hunger to transform !

A very first trip of this year- Tg Sepat

Jump for Fun!~WHY not ???
Jump when we have energy and dynamic!
Jump as you want to JUMP

Coffee- My favourite~

Lover Bridge

When I review this picture,
the first sentence come out from mind

so I titled it as "Just Be yourself"

1st Anniversary

2011-01-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

A memorable day ? About what?

1st Anniversary for entering the "Real world"!
Time passed like Rocket fly ! Passed thought many difficulty , conflict , regret ,sadness , complaining , argument , happy memories , many laugh and gained little experience !

HAppy working day ! ( Why not the weekend come early ! :P)

Tell Lois , 2010 is leaving soon ! very Soon

2010-12-31T09:47:00.004+08:00

I always thought of studied life past through very fast , but I never knew that working life passed even faster like rocket!

As a freshy in the real world , I rated myself 2/5 , I know I didn't do well enough .
"Dilemma " - I believe these word will surrounding me for few years until I can get a clear picture of my career !

Cheer ! A brand new year !

Wish something different in this season~!

2010-12-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel like lack of someone to share with
Desire someone to talk with

Wish that life could be different
Hope for miracle could be happened

Don't feel like want to shout out in FB
But hope someone has see this and drop to me
I Just need a pair of ears ( Or a mouth to tell me story ) !

Sekinchan Trip

2010-12-19T22:12:00.007+08:00

Early of December , a invitation dropped into my facebook about the Sekinchan with short noticed. Anyway , we were free and happily to accept it !HAHA

I Love Holidays !

I had no idea how is the Paddy field and the environment before
( I been one at China before few year ago , but it's totally different )

Village Of Fish @ Paddy

Marvelous weather we had , not too Warm~

A place that
worth to visit than Pulau Ketam , I believe

A Seaside

Time for fishermen to come HOME !

Season to Reap the Benefits~

Merry Christmas~

2010-12-19T20:49:00.005+08:00

Although We live in only one season
the season that would not change

Season of Love

The "Love" Season is coming

2010-12-17T23:07:00.004+08:00

Not too far , it's just on the corner

A season to count God's grace ,season to remain you about LOVE, to remember friends and family that didn't contact for long.

To send greeting , love and your warmest regards to your dearest one .

Season to have fellowship and gifts exchange :)

Great Season to spread Jesus 's love !

Reason Why I BroKen This Month

2010-12-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

Sushi Lunch again today !
Almost one per month !

The main reason to cause me broken :
1) Origins Christmas set
2)Loreal Eyes Lifting Gel
3) Make up remove
4) 2 belts
5) One dress + One shirt

equal to ( = ) , eat roti only for the remain days in December

The Sound Of Silence

2010-12-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

"The Sound of Silence" was written in February 1964 by Paul Simon and originally recorded as an acoustic piece for the first Simon and Garfunkel album.

It Sounds old and classic , when I was still a kid, dad had always played a cassette at car which including this song . Although I didn't know the meaning at that moment , the familiar rhythm could never cease in my mind

Few versions bring different feeling :)

The very original & classic

little rock

music instruments-Flute

Sound version

The Sound Of Silence

Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left it's seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.

"fools" said i, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out it's warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, "the words of the prophets

Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls."
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence.

I"M still alive

2010-11-28T23:58:00.004+08:00

Just can't believe , I had no updated my blog for about a month .
I never have such a long time ignoring it before .

I'm not disappearing , still alive with God's grace :)
Just getting lazy and numb with the repeating life especially when in work .
Counting the days , another one month would fulfill the one year working experience , Still I feel blur .

Getting near to Year end , birthday passed, Christmas is coming ~
Wishing the new revolution could happen in my life ~

-Niece came a day after my birthday-

The last series of Harry Potter part 1,
truly enjoy watching film alone ..lol
A present for my Birthday

less and less time spending in a daze
I miss the sunset at setapak

Treasure the lonely journey

Addict that not easily to give up - Shopping

Anyway I still alive , more secret to keep in heart , lesser to sharing .
God is shaping me with time , I WILL BE BACK !

-Something that follow me -

2010-10-28T22:34:00.003+08:00

Sorrow - There are no word to describe my mind
it blew in like the wind and blew away

Just the moment , the grief make me feel like falling into valley

It would come and gone , repeatedly -
uncontrollable , cannot be catch
These is what the Emotion about

Little waves

2010-10-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

Among the city
Hardly to find one who can share my thought

Recently , a friend 's blog talk my mind ,the writing reminds me the moment , on the way I went to Manchester airport alone by train , departed and prepared my heart to get home .

Looking outside the window and saying goodbye to those sheep and the beautiful unique green field in the most lovely country, murmuring that - wish I could come back one day .

It was true indeed, 4 months might not be a long period
But I can't deny it brought a big impact to my life , especially the time to silent in front of God .

Kinda depress when I heard the news about the country 's economy crisis and my plan seems to be one step far more then what I had imagine . Pretty upset honestly .

Real Relax trip - Friend 's wedding

2010-10-20T22:10:00.017+08:00

Ahead to Malacca seems not a far distance as I thought ( pre-travel anxiety )

Thanks Eric 's hospitality ! Prepared us an lovely apartment facing the sea-view
HHHmmmm........sure you wonder the Malacca sea side !

We can't wait for the satay celup ~

Another place where you might not miss out - Jonker street
impossible to avoid the crowded , but still enjoy time to shop.

Day 2 -morning

Woke up in the morning , can't deny ,
I still can't get used myself to sleep in air-condition room

Surprisingly , found out that the sea water is muddy
I couldn't imagine what my father had told me about
the beautiful of the Malacca seaside at his childhood time

And I do know that It 's no longer the same as it used to be

Hibiscus- I never notice its beauty in my life

My favourite - cendol
believe or not , I have 3 cendol in this short trip !

The main purpose for the trip - Eric & Hwee Yin Wedding
Eric was one of my best ex-housemate in college life , with his encouragement ,
I finally graduated ! You're right , I made it .

A Lovely couple

An awesome singers group
and I enjoy very much with songs with many glasses of wine !
Finally I can release myself and get slightly drunk~
haha....it made me felt like I walked on the cloud ~

Only at that time I can let down my stress and burden , I do feel tiring and exhausted recently!

I wish my best ex- housemate and wife happy marriage ~

2010-10-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

I know you not
You're not who you are

somewhere in secret

2010-09-22T21:37:00.007+08:00

definitely not me , hardly to imagine if I was her , my cousin~

Granny 's Kitchen

2010-09-22T21:24:00.003+08:00

Books that I bought from last month book festival at KLCC

Sherlock Holmes stories , One of my favour for long time,
I bought it and only found out that I had read this book before !!!

Private Map , what made me chose it ?
To keep my dream for world traveling beyond

2010-09-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

So Near and Yet So Far

My Deepest Condolences

2010-09-19T20:10:00.003+08:00

Loss of my Beloved Brother In Christ

My Sunday school teacher and my beloved brother

May your soul rest in peace

Broga hill @ Malaysia Day 2010

2010-09-19T01:24:00.006+08:00

A team of crazy !and when we reached there , we found more than 100 teams of crazy were there as well~

916 , 2010
Broga hill, semenyih
Sun rise
8 people

Departure from the bottom of the hill about 5: 40 am

Reached one of the peak within 1 hours

A nice warm day

it seems silent , but actually the crown were like party on the hill

The people on the peak looks alike the crater of the volcano

August - holidays !

2010-09-19T00:58:00.004+08:00

Just wonder why , I would always like to took picture of this fountain
while I past through

Hey , did you saw the building on the opposite side ? Fahrenheit 88~
Brother went today and said nothing special , anyway I just need to wait for next month wage to come out only I CAN GO SHOPPING!

Friends gathering ,

Paid and got an "UFO" Plate , the UFO plate would lighting and vibrate while the order done , just return back them and get your dessert ~

Rate : 4/6 for food
3/6 for environment ( Not many seat )
4/6 or price ( consider affordable in Pavilion )

Found this special "frame " in Lot 10
unfortunately , dad didn't know how use my camera ...haha

August 2010

2010-09-19T00:27:00.006+08:00

It was ...ooppss...yup about few weeks ago , 4th kajang company E&A and 15th Anniversary on August.

Congratulation to them and proud of it !

She looks Smart , agree me ?

Captain Getting mature ~

Junior Section is growing !

Awesome performance ~
Can Be improve more

Singing still the strong part for 4th Kajang

New generation is coming , officers ! Prepare heart to accept Challenge !

No doubt, With God's grace , they're growing well ~

I wish I was still a kid

2010-09-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

I never Forget , I never Forget
I 'll grow up loving and serving you

So as you keep me in you Tender
and Love me since I was kid
You have taught me how to pray to you

You have never forget me , Thank you Lord ~

31th AUG

2010-09-02T23:13:00.005+08:00

National day

A space to breath in some fresh air - FRIM , kepong

Touch the natural with our hand
( but don't touch caterpillar )

~No waterfall but brook~

In silent and safe
with sweat and save

little to cheer our stomach
and feel the peace and relax in the coffee house

cutie but smelly little thing ~

-The End of my holidays-

Quandary

2010-08-24T12:59:00.004+08:00

I thought the past was gone
no more space for him in my mind

May be I just frozen it for a moment, not long
Never I want to let go
I wish one day it awakes and my dream come true

how can? Why ?

2010-08-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

Singapore No .8

Malaysia, kuala Lumpur - No 48

I always wonder how can a country which is 710.2 km² area , population of 4,987K, has been independence for 47 years ( 6 years later than Malaysia ), 3 main ethnic groups

compare with

329845km ² area, population of 28,310K , and has been independence for 53 years , 3 main ethnic groups!

Unfortunately , the fact is still the fact. Nothing we can deny :P

The "something" perfect in the world list

Just a walking distance of two countries
( JB- Singapore)
but why our reputation is a world distance???

Hardship

2010-08-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

Thanks God for suffering
Thanks God for temptation
Thanks God for broken me
Thanks God for Hard time

without passing through the hard time , without broken myself , without experience the suffers
I will be the old , I will not able to be a better clay piece .

For just as the sufferings of Chris flow over into our lives ,
so also through Christ our comfort overflows

1Corinthans 1:6

2010-08-16T00:12:00.003+08:00

....................

~Just silent ~

8%

2010-08-09T12:34:00.004+08:00

I found that city people living under vicious cycle include I myself , in Malaysia , we're "work to live" .(hhhhmmmm...the whole world is the same :P )

Work day and night non -stop for car loan , house loan ,study loan and credit card debt, we have been taught to do so .And the fact , the whole Malaysian are same (80%).

Can't deny that effects that brought by our work is stress and we used money that we earned to release our stress .

Now you might know why more and more shopping malls , shaloon , massage center ,karaoke in the town......( honestly I rather prefer to have a small field to lay on , just going for hiking or sitting in garden )blah blah blah ....

hhhmmm....With no choose , hardly my wishs could come true ( Especially laying on a field ... ).

I can't avoid to be one of them , then it's the consequence.

The addiction on materialistic is getting higher and higher with no cease .I went for a Origin facial last weekworth RM 118 ( free !), a voucher was given by my brother's gf. Love The massage , was almost in slept!( The first time I understand why woman like to go for facial , especially career woman, willing to spend money on it! )

A pair of shoe that costs 8.5% of my salary
left only 11.5% pocket money for the rest for this month ~

~I miss the past ~

2010-08-03T21:52:00.003+08:00

Not because I have no thought
No because I 'm lazy

Just because I have lack of touch
Just because I need to face the facts
Just because I numbed

2010-07-28T20:34:00.005+08:00

Life Could be Simple
but

what am I really looking for ?

Bukit Apek

2010-07-25T15:55:00.010+08:00

If you ask me where it's , i can't clear point to you as I 'm not good in recognize direction & road .
Google search is the easier , "Bukit Apek , Bukit Putih, or so called as 阿伯山 in Chinese .

Recall back ,the last time I went for hiking was in UK , Oct 2009, I love the weather and the view.
Back to the Tropicana forest is totally different idea . Everything is different !

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8 of us , colleague and ex- colleague , after the Saturday work off , sleepy man !
Time suppose for shopping , rest or sleep !

Station to took rest

The trade mark you will see toward the level 8

Huge ANTS!
I swear i didn't zoom it!

finally after 2 hours ++ hard journey , we reached the little water fall at about 5 30 PM
we took a small rest about 10 mins on taking photos , then we started to our journey back , since the skies turn dark !

All of us were exhausted , can't deny we ( average end of 20...hahha) are getting too old and less exercise .

630 pm , we were back to the starting point

Two little cute kitty ....bye
I'm not sure if I want to visit you again :P

Floria Festival

2010-07-21T19:32:00.004+08:00

If you couldn't imagine how many people who are just like you that own a DSLR , then I recommend you to go to festival - whatever festivals , I strongly believe .

The Floria festival had hold at Putraja last week , and I have seen almost 5/10 of the visitors own a DSLR ! And the only things in their eyes was just taken photos , focus and discussion how to make a good shooting ...haha

For me , a beginner , it's good chances to practice !

The conclusion now is - I have bad skill in taking portrait!
hhhhmmmmm.....any tips to teach me ????

U Make me crazy!

2010-07-14T21:17:00.010+08:00

Can't believe what I had done !!!!! It's much much over the budget that I had set for getting myself a DSLR ! From canon 450D jump to 500D , and the price is RM 500 different , which means my 2 and half month pocket money gone !

RM 2599
( 2 x 4G memories card , tripod , camera bag, filter + 3 years warranty )

2 months study fund + 2 and half months pocket money !

You couldn't see how was my face expression when I hold the camera on my hand and murmuring the money on my bank account + sleepless night !

Thanks Liem Joe for accompanied to buy the camera, (although He didn't help much :P) hahahha
The most helpful things he did was sent me home while my pocket left only RM 1 and the chit chatting time .Sorry that I couldn't fully agree on your ideas , as I 'm the stubborn one and I have my reason to support own perspective ~
Thank for the words that brought me some reflect , much appreciate on your comment and I realized no even one of my friends have pointed out my problems and analyzing it to me as you did .

Shooting :

Haven't get used on all the function and buttons yet , let times to show the result :)

2010-07-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

freebie that I got online recently
actually it was more but I gave most to my mom and she used it~

Don't know since when it happened , I become the one among those who getting petty advantages!

Hero & Heroine !

2010-07-04T15:39:00.006+08:00

1. March with the centurions to Respighi’s Pines of Rome

2. Battle evil with Harry Potter in Williams’ Hedwig’s Theme

3 . Superb marksman like William Tell in Rossini’s overture

4. Dance to Offenbach’s Orpheus in the Underworld

5 .Saddle-up for the rodeo in Copland’s Hoe-Down

6. Mickey Mouse in Dukas’ Sorcerer’s Apprentice

I have been looking for accompanies to watch the Orchestra show for long , but no one :(
I 've been for film alone , shopping alone and backpack alone , but never try for watching show alone , then I experienced it :P

The most impression was the first piece , how wonderful were the trumpet group :)
The show was mainly for family , means parent and kids to enjoy the music together .
I have seen many children were enjoy with the interaction with the presenter - Kevin Hathway who came from UK and the conductor -Matthew Coorey comes from Australia .

It's totally different with the normal orchestra show compare to the "Family Fun" show .I called it as Music education for children ( School music class is too bored compare to it !) Children can took part in the orchestra show and be the little "Hero & Heroine" as well , stood on the conductor stage ,shout together and play the music instrument leaded by the Orchestra members- Never could you feel bored !

The presenter - Kevin Hathway made the great fun to children , talking about the stories , acting , running about in the hall and......bla bla bla ...

If you would like to go for a show and worry about if you would fall asleep , then I truly recommend you to go for "Family Fun" , the price is cheaper as well.

I wish I could go for the "king's Singer " on 12th July as well , but ...emm...the ticket is much expensive :)

Vietnam Kitchen

2010-06-23T12:24:00.004+08:00

Last week was busy week , dumpling festival family dinner with uncle , grandpa birthday , dad and mon had attended dinner at sunday as well . So our "father day " celebration swap to this week .

Has been heard about this restaurant for long , finally got the chance to tried it

Taste : ****
Service : ***
Price: ***
Enviroment : ****

( five * considers full)

The price is afforable and many choices

mainly the meal contains beef , If you are beef-aholic , a good place to recommend to you.

I had the alvocado blended red bean ! awesome !

I love the aroma ! I 'd pretty recommend it !

The price is really affortable ,honestly and satisfy with the taste~

Crab in offer - RM 9.90 per crab

Spring roll - one of the main soul of vietnam meal that you can't miss it.

My beef noddle Soup set -Rm 16.9

with some little appetizer- Spring roll.

Happy FAmily day ~

Dreamed a dream

2010-06-21T12:40:00.007+08:00

I opened to my beloved;

but my beloved had withdrawn himself,

and was gone:

my soul failed when he spake:

I sought him, but I could not find him;

I called him, but he gave me no answer.

Song Of Songs 5:6

I had dreamed you were in my dream yesterday night .While I read this scripture on sunday morning , it speaks my mind and closed to my heart . I couldn't tell what was in the dream since it has gone , the only left was you .

***Friends , Song Of Songs could be amazing and lovely poem that melt your heart, therefore please don't read the Song Of Songs like you are reading a textbook or reporting the news.

It's Good to be Loved , Let love flows ...

2010-06-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

Love drives a person to Action
walk toward the bright way , become the illumination.

Today - a year ago !

2010-06-05T23:56:00.004+08:00

In almost the same time now - A YEAR AGO
I was in KLIA airport, waiting for flight departed.
Flying alone to the destination ( my classmate was one day late than me :) .

It wasn't my first time taken flight , but was the first time I flew alone .

Only my family sent me , since not many of my friends knew about I left.
Dad gave me a big hug and made me so touch .

My family sent me until the front of the airport preserve , and I turned my head to looked at them and gave them a wave for goodbye , in the meanwhile , my tears has almost dropped .

As I had mentioned , I was flying alone . Also , I opened my eyes widely to searched if I could saw any Tarian from other courses that took the same flight . ( Finally , I could only caught few when I was in the interchange in Dubai , and they became my dorm mates at the end)

I saw this Chinese girl , quickly I walked closed to her and asked if she was Tarian as well , but she answer no , she was just going to visit her brother at another state in UK .However , it was good to have a short term accompaniment until Dubai !!hehe ~

Mini bus that welcome us from University .
Along the way to our location - Sheffield ,
I has been so exciting and looking forward how is the Sheffield city looked like .
Surprisingly , I just saw all huge field with many sheep ,cow and horse along the way !!!!!
I started to wonder , was my University located in a small small village ???

And I did surprising with all the old old building , no what I had thought about (actually I knew nothing about UK before I arrived there :))........................I started to worry.......worry .....

Burn money weekend

2010-05-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

The last two weekend , I had been busy with .......................shopping !

When we were student , shopping really means shopping , without expensive meals .
But nowadays , meals become one of the need in our outing , I found we get old already , no longer whole day shop we can do , our legs are not that strong as we were ..haha.

Week two ~

Ex- Colleague is going to further study in Sheffield - become my junior in SHU
although we are not in same major . Is always exciting to tell her about everything in Sheffield , since we have the first meals together , non- stop and the main topic we have are surrounding on these top -up degree program.

Wish I can be in Sheffield again too !

Burn money! Honestly , been spent more than my budget !
Majority spent on the skin care product ,
Heme sleeping mask - Rm 36.90
Heme 24 hours Hydrating moisturizer -Rm 38.90
Avene Cleanance Soap - Rm 53.10

+++++skirt , Bag ,Book and meals !

still can handle , but still over my budget , I still have a shopping list on my hand !
:S start to save up little by little to satisfy my desire ..haha

I want to try Snowflake dessert next time at Pavilion ! I promise myself :P

2010-05-26T10:08:00.003+08:00

LOIS@ HOME =LOIS @ KAJANG

I can see cloudly sky and beautiful sunset everyday

I can see heavy rain and thunder

2010-05-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

Mate ?! friends ?

Have you found anyone who you think is close to you and you both are always in pair all the time, same topic , same interest , same hobbies, same thought & mind , same . matter what is the gender ..... no?
I met some friends recently , unfortunately ~( I 'm talking my own ) I feel so lost !

I feel no tacitly understand between us and even no common .

I went home and self questioning in the meanwhile keep remind my own to put myself in other's shoe .I feel sad on what I have done and what I have not done .

Truly , no answer in my mind .........the sorrow does devour me .
I should not have demand more , no perfect in the world .

Although I can't demand more
I 'm still looking for.......................

2010-05-14T23:26:00.003+08:00

Sorrow - A word to describe my feel in recently mood .
Abandon - The most hurting feel since I was Kid and still.
Let down - The decision I had made , can't regret and the only solution is keep going on ~
Angry - wouldn't last long ,and be my coach at the times in my Life .
Relationship - A high and tight wall has built between me and other , I lost believing people !

Friends , Is that so hard to just demand some care from you ? I keep asking myself if I have done something wrong in every friendship ? Have I did too little and talk too much ? Was my coolness face scary you ? Had I said/ did something offend you ? I have to little smile ? Am I look arrogant ? Did I regret you ?

Please tell me , with my sincerely heart my friend , I really want to know !

Beautiful Lord, wonderful saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan

You gently call me, into Your presence
Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by, Your Holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me, Mold me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

weather - torturning me !

2010-05-06T20:16:00.004+08:00

Hot Hot Hot ......................

It can be the best word to describe the weather in Malaysia
Hot until I keep on sweating in office although I 'm just sitting in front the computer

When the "hot" comes into my mind
It reminds me British using another word which is same meaning - Warm
I can pretty understand now , both words bring same meaning ,but I prefer to use "HOT" to express how I feel in Malaysia .

Time flies , next month is the 1st anniversary - last year June was the most exciting month I have in my life in UK to exposed and eyes open ! Last year 9th June , I flight alone to a stranger country that I had totally no much idea beside "Big Ben , London Bridge , Football, London Eye, ......ext .

Summer in England - The first day I arrived was 8-9 degree Celsius. Can this weather classified as "Summer "?? I could remember the highest degree I had experienced in Summer was around 25 , the only day I could took off my jacket :)

That's the reason I believe why British used the word "Warm " instead of "Hot" to describe the weather !